Grateful Painful

So, I saw a guy I never wanted to see again the other night for the first time in years... And it has turned out to be one of the best things that could have happened to me. There was a lot of confusion surrounding the last time I saw him, and he made it very clear that he didn't understand what it was that happened that day. He and I used to be friends, and we've gotten really close again over the last few days... to the point I've found myself having strong feelings for him, though I know it's unlikely that we will be able to go anywhere with them because I'm returning to basic training post-injury shortly. Such is my luck. I've become very grateful for my friends, and have gotten back in touch with a lot of people that I've missed for a long time. More soon I hope.