This Life

I've been in my MOS training for quite some time now, and should be done July 3rd. A lot has happened. I don't feel like the same person I was even a week ago, and it's getting hard to keep up. I'm getting tougher, getting more focused, a little at a time. Kevin and Will came down to see me last night, and I love them for it. I haven't seen Kev since August, and it felt very good to be with him... I'm worried, though, because I see more and more how I feel about him, and it's not appropriate for the situation, because I'm pretty sure he doesn't/couldn't feel the same for me. I can't help my feelings, though, and he knows about them. It'd be risking the hell out of our friendship, too...