Friday, April 13, 2007

Love And Light

It's been a long time since I wrote on this blog, and, seeing as no one reads it, no wonder.
In any case, things are going better than could have ever been expected at this point. The life I had is not the one I wanted to lead, and the sacrifieces I made to stay in that life were not ones I should have made. I finally see who I am on my own, as an adult, an individual, an ever-changing, ever-growing woman. I can't regret a past that got me to the point I'm at today, because I am incredibly grateful to be here, to be living the life I am. I have met the most amazing, wonderful, beautiful people since I've moved to Georgia, and finally feel like I have found home. This state is the place I want to be. Perhaps it won't be forever, but that's okay. The only thing that ever stays the same is that everything changes, and there simply isn't anything wrong with that. I am the happpiest and most grounded I've ever been. I am safe, I am loved, I am happy. It has been seven weeks since I left Tennesee and I don't know that more could have changed in that time frame without death being involved somehow. I see beauty on the horizon, but happiness is already here.

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