Depressed And Alone

I can't remember the last time I felt so alone. I'm sitting in my roomate's house, pretty sure he's sick and tired of my existence, and totally without hope. The enlistment process is taking so much longer than it ever should, and I have no one left here that cares. John is long gone, barely responds to my text messages and only calls me when he needs something. David is one of the biggest pricks I ever met. Mike n Tiff are out of town for two weeks. Adam is stuck to John's hip, regardless of what he tells everyone else about John. I'm so lonely and so depressed and just fucking miserable... Dad never seems to remember what we talk about from one conversation to the next, and I'm worried about him but have no way of seeing if this is normal for him much less a way to do anything about it... I feel like someone killed everyone I ever knew and dropped me onto a desert island never to be heard from nor missed. I'm alone, I'm going broke quickly, and I'm scared...