Lucky Woman

Wow, I love this man. He wasn't the slightest bit upset, and was so so cool about it. He's wonderful, truly. It wasn't any big deal at all. I can't imagine not loving a man this wonderful. I've made some seriously fucked up choices in my life (a great many of those screwing up relationships I was in) but... damn, how could someone get up the gumption to hurt someone like this? I know damn well this is the early honeymoon stage of this relationship and there's bound to be tough times, I mean if anyone understands that concept I do, but he's so understanding, so patient... We communicate really well. He's so sweet and kind and all without being a push over or clingy. His ex-wife and my ex-husband have a painful amount in common, so we understand each other quite well, but her I just dont understand. He married this woman, loved her, wanted to have kids with her, she could get pregnant the old fashioned way (and did- twice- and not by him) and he took care of her... I just don't understand why someone who has it all would just let it all go. He's got the tall-dark-and-handsome thing going for him, too... What I wouldn't give to have been the first love, first wife of someone this great and be able to get pregnant by enacting physical love... I don't understand how someone who has all that could let it go... Can't help but wonder if I'm missing something major with him, because I can't imagine why someone would walk away from this life....