Twitchy tells me this is a new phase in my life, and I need to learn to deal with all the parts of it.
I really hate it when I already know he's right.
I love Twitchy to death, if I didn't, I probably would have ended up throwing a lot of misdirected anger his way last night. I was in a mood.
I'm better today.
I realize that this phase of my life- the one where I feel like I'm in a really jacked up, alternate-reality version of my teenage years- may not last long at all.
Honestly, I'm kinda hoping it doesn't last long.
I've never had my choice of guys, I was never that girl.
Being an e4 here is another piece to this in-between sort of feeling.
I'm not an NCO, but I'm definitely working at the level of one, which is what's expected of me at this point.
Everything's in this ridiculous transition phase that encompasses my entire reality, and it's a little overwhelming at times.
I'm staying single for a while. A month's not much, but it's where I'm starting for the time being.
I'm not ready for a relationship. I've been engaged for- how the hell has it only been three months? Anyway, enough of this crap.
I'm going to stay single for a while.
Who ever's going to stick it out, will stick it out.
Screw the rest.
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