I'm in bed.
I'm sad, and feeling all at once very alone and, well, very not.
I miss Ryan. It's been two days since I heard his voice, other than that blasted voicemail message that I can do an amazing imitation of at this point. I found out today he was in the hospital with an asthma attack. It's not a first- sadly, it doesn't even surprise me- but it worries me, naturally. I miss him, and I miss hearing him say he loves me. I miss my fiance.
I'm feeling stressed out about things here, and I'm really not sure what about exactly.
I want to feel like I'm at home, I guess?
I'm sad and tired and lonely.
Yet another night I'm feeling scared to sleep.
*sigh*
Good night, Family.
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