Bang Bang

Holy hell.
Thinking about my mother and how my sister protects her is a trigger.
There's one I didn't see coming.
I'm not sure exactly what got my mind going on it, but it wasn't 60 seconds before I could feel my mood just drop like an elevator in a bad horror flick.
Well, I got that point loud and clear.
Out comes the iPod and Everclear gets turned on. I refuse to let myself get dragged down again already.
I really miss my Dad today. It's been a year and a half since I've seen him, and I feel pretty guilty about that. I've helped him when I could, but not the ways I would like to be able to.
I'm going to miss this place, but I'm ready to go home for a while.

For those of you that were curious, I can access blogger but not facebook from work, thus the RSS feed instead of regular notes. I like my blog anyway. *shrug*