Where I Stand, There You Lie

★♦★ You don't trust me, then set me free. You don't understand me, then let me be. You can't fix me, cuz I aint broke. You keep laughing, but this aint a joke. ★♦★ Whether you can't or you won't, a fact is a fact. My heart is broke and you committed the act. Just remember when you've had your fill, if you won't be there, someone else will. ★♦★ Gypzy Swagga ★♦★

I'm not sure how to let my heartache go and still deal with you.
It doesn't matter what I tell you, and it never has- you'll always be jealous, you'll always be defensive, and the things that has opened my eyes up to has both hurt me and healed me.
I thank you for the things you've taught me. I will never again try to love someone who hasn't let go of his past, I will never again try to love someone who doesn't make me his first, or at least second, priority. I will never allow myself to question what I mean to someone again, while continuing to stand there and hope for the best. It's interesting to me, all the technical rules of relationships, what counts as cheating, what we can get away with, what we hide, what we just hope turns out okay... You did everything right, technically... You didn't break any of those rules that are so well-documented.
Yet, my heart still hurts in a way I never thought it could.
I love you, but I can't come back this time.