Guns

Sticking by my guns will be the hardest thing I've ever had to do.
Love isn't enough.
I want it to be okay, but I can't be the person he wants me to be.
I don't want to give up, I don't want to walk away, but I can't feel guilty every time I talk to someone. It feels wrong either way.
My heart has never hurt this much before...
I've lost my man and my best friend, and there's nothing I can do about it because we weren't able to do both. I don't want this to be my reality, but it is.
I want what I believed we could have.