So, my Independence Day was pretty good. I got to spend time with some people I hadn't gotten to spend time with in a while, and hang out with my favorite boy. The whole weekend was great, even though some parts were great for what I learned rather than how it felt to be in that moment. I'm happy with the outcome, though, and happy I had Ashton there to share it all with me.
I realized something, lying on that borrowed blanket under the fireworks; this boy either has something very special to teach me, or he's the only one I'm going to be with. I'm hoping for the latter, personally, of course, but, well, life happens as it's meant to, not as we plan it. He's a beautiful person, with incredible potential, and a heart more patient than I knew they came. I'm not the only girl who sees what this man is worth. There is, however, one undeniable thing I have that they don't: him. Maybe, eventually, he'll explain to me what it is, in his eyes, that sets me apart from these females, but, for now, I'm happy just having him to myself. There are plenty of struggles to be had in the future, I'd just rather enjoy this as it happens.
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