Day Dream Believer

It's been just a little over a month that Ryan and I have been engaged.
It's been more years than I care to think about that I've known him.
This man is just about as stuck as a person can get.

I'm homesick like crazy lately, and it amazes me that it took me 9 months to realize I'd miss this place, and 4 more to get homesick. I'll be back in Maine in January to get married, and I can't tell you how much I'm looking forward to that, and then it'll be back here til July. I feel like a supremely Hooah zombie most days- I push myself through everything without thinking about it much, because I know I'll get to go home for a couple weeks in a few months. It feels really good to have someone that I know will have my back come hell or high water. Ryan has been there for me for years. Being in a relationship with him has given me a new perspective on everything he's done for me already, and given me some insight as to exactly how scared I should be of whatever this man's got up his sleeve next.

I'm worn out most of the time lately, I can only assume it's from the amount I've gotten accomplished at the clinic these last few days. I have a lot on my plate right now. I could really use a massage and a nice long nap right now, but it seems unlikely.