Focus & Drive

Instead of avoiding what scares you most, throw yourself into it.
Where did I get that advice?
I don't know.
I'm trying, though, as we begin to prepare for EFMB.
If only the same thing worked for relationships.
I don't know how I'm supposed to handle these things, or the other people in them. I'm not in one right now, and rather grateful not to be. I'm enjoying my Free Agent status, but doing everything to stick to my principles, rather than let the attention and freedom cloud my judgement. I have several friends in my life right now that I can see becoming more- most for very different reasons than the next- and I sit back, trying to figure out how to focus and see what it is I really need, want and what in another person will genuinely make me happy. I'm changing, growing, and evolving so rapidly right now, that I don't know how to gague that. How do you know what will be right for you in 10 years when you're not even sure what's going to be right tomorrow?
I want to settle down, I want to get past this phase of my life... I just have this nagging feeling I'll be okay once I meet someone I'm interested in who shares my Faith, but when will that be? There's so few of us...
Back to work.